I finally found a job that I get proper weekends off. Not that i am grumbling about my previous stint since the timing was pretty cool, its hard to adjust my body to waking before the sky is lit. I am trying hard to adjust my body to such a way where i am just entitled to 6 hours of sleep per night and no more than that.
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Work is located not exactly too convenient.
bus->train->bus->walk = <1hr journey

And my first week at work is way laid back. I have my own desk, i have my own DID, i got my freaking name card. Lots of product training and project canvas starts on 21st which is fucked up as my graduation is 21st and i have to be on UL for that day. FUCK.
Im going to miss the start of my canvas.

But whatever, work has been pretty fine. I still stick my usual rules, you work, you earn, you screw off. You leave and harbor no emotions or you may never move on. Sounds really crude but its just the way of life.

You have to move on at somepoint or other in life.

Its hard to bear with all the nonsense and sometimes, you just have to be kind to yourself. Its never ending if its all comparisons after comparisons. But truth lies in the fact that what you and i had was never what you dreamt of.

Truth is.. i'm not the one.
We're just building sandcastle in the air and we are holding on to what we know wont bring us through it all.

And and and...

I watched Made of Honour. Its super, uber sweet. But unreal. Cause fairy tales never never exist.

 

I feel like im moving very fast and sometimes, when i  do remember to stop, i feel very tired and its all about keep going and going and going.
And along you move, not everyone will follow throughout. Some aint just meant to be there forever or rather, they are just a hypocritical fuck. They just tend to paint a pathetic sight of themselves and indulge in self-pity expecting, targetting the softest people to share their boo-boo sob story with. Screw these people and to hell with them.

On a lighter note, bunch of people celebrated Ali birthday. I think i had too much fun. I laughed till i almost lost my voice. I really screamed and laugh. It was fun.

I have donkey loads of pictures but.. i do not have photoshop Y-E-T.

Im going to get it up.